First Love

Based largely on Turgenev’s own experience, this story uses the device of  three friends undertaking to recount theirs. The first to take on this task chose to write his history and read it out – no doubt because it was ultimately so fraught.

Perhaps no-one forgets their first love; although many are temporary in nature they are brought to a close with more or less pain through disillusionment, through other interests or developments, or through developing maturity. Grief may take some time to pass through.

So it was with our narrator, a boy of 16 falling for a young woman of 21. The bitter-sweet story of a romantic, unfulfilled, attachment is beautifully portrayed with deep understanding of the minds and emotions of the couple; the young man idealising his coquettish loved one who plays forfeits with several rivals. Zinaida loves Vladimir, but without the passion of the lad who”could feel a kind of effervescence in [his] blood and a set of aching in [his] heart….. [whose] imaginings played and darted continually like martins at twilight around a bell-tower”, and who could to this day recall her physical charms.

Slowly it dawns on the boy that his chosen one is probably in love with someone else, and, unless we pick up the one nebulous clue, we share his angst as he speculates about who it could be – in fact I did understand who the rival must be, but i still eagerly anticipated confirmation.

The eventual discovery is a catastrophic bombshell scattering destructive shrapnel.

This is Turgenev’s acknowledged masterpiece in the genre,

faithfully illustrated by Elisa Trimby,

This evening we all dined on more of Jackie’s chicken and vegetable stewp with fresh bread and butter.

53 comments

  1. I would imagine that a 16 year old boy falling love with an “older woman” is quite common everywhere. Don’t you think?

  2. Wow! Sounds wild! Your review has captured me in…and I’d like to read this story!
    The illustrations are intriguing, too.
    (((HUGS))) and thanks for this review! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ to everyone in your home!

  3. “First Love” was the set book for our oral examination in Russian. I just cannot believe that I was able to discuss such things in a language as difficult as that. Where did it all go?

  4. I read a lot of Russian authors in my youth. Classics and Soljenytsin who probably remains my favourite. Just read or re-read Chekov (Not sure how you spell it in English. La mouette. The seagull. My conclusion then and now is that it is a veeeery different culture from ours. (With all the subtle variations between western and European cultures…)
    Thanks Derrick.

  5. That is a fine review, Derrick. The age difference between the boy and woman he loves reminded me a bit of the ld folk ballad, “The Trees They Do Grow High”. My parents had an old Joan Baez record with that song on it.

  6. Ah, first love is a delightful topic. Derrick. Your explanation of this author’s rendition of the 16-21 love is masterfully recounted. I recently finished reading “West With Giraffes.” Regrettably, I forget the author’s name… but woven into this novel based on a true story set in 1938 is a “first love” that’s quite captivating. Out of curiosity, was Jackie your first love? Mine was Dewey Wright who sent me a Valentine in kindergarten that said “I Love You!”

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